How it Feels to Have Full Time Childcare for All Three Kids

For the last five years we have struggled through a wide range of childcare issues. And I do use struggle lightly, because I have so many mom friends that have had it worse, it’s not lost on me. But since Cannon was born it has been a string of nannies, grandparents, school like options and more on a constant rotating schedule, and don’t get me started on the pandemic being thrown in there. 

I am certainly beyond grateful for all of those that helped keep my babies safe, watched them, cared for them and loved them like they needed in those moments. But juggling that schedule felt like a constant uphill battle. Every day was different. The lack of consistency was exhausting. Preparing for days where we didn’t have childcare and I had to do whatever beyond multitasking is, felt impossible. 

But we made it, with a lot of help from all of the above mentioned people, we are at a point where all three children now have stable childcare every day. It feels like I have been given the gift of time, time that I so desperately need and want for myself, my business, my relationships. I think as mothers we lose track of time easily. We cherish all of the time WITH our babies, while not noticing the other time that is slipping away. The other time that we sacrifice to grow as people on our own. 

So, while I will miss time with my babies, I am looking forward to having my time back. Looking forward to growth! 

And for my mamas that are still fighting that good fight of childcare options, I see you. I appreciate you. This shit is hard. You’re doing great sweetie! 

Cheers,

E